Impossible princess
2004.06.20. 20:07
1998.
"Too Far"
Caught up in this house Trapped my very own self in the snare of my mind No more space than a slither What I'd give for deep breath inside Where the chaos has me captive Where there's no exit sign Where I fuel the stupid fire with these feelings of mine
Lured into this den It's bitter and I want the sweetness again A taste that I agree with Get me past these perils and to my Eden Where the silence is a comfort Where there is no one else Where I'll be up from under and can uncurl myself.
Too many, too much, too hard Help me, this time I went too far Too many, too much, too hard Help me, this time I went too far
Can I smash all of this open Can I pass the hurt with a little pain I wanna see all of it crumble And start afresh and over again My eyes are wide open But I can hardly see Will laughter find a way around these silent tears
Too many, too much, too hard Help me, this time I went too far Too many, too much, too hard Help me, this time I went too far
"Cowboy Style"
Shed my skin since you came in Where do you end and I begin? Awoke my senses yet you stopped time You took me to a deeper high The essence of my hopes and fears Creation of my muddled dreams
Cowboy style with a peaceful smile You are from the temple won't you stay a while
From my voice to have my say You take me close to far away And now I find and now I feel The ordinary is surreal Peace and terror all in one My future life has just begun
Cowboy style with a peaceful smile You are from the temple won't you stay a while
I am frightened I'm aroused I'm enlightened to the now
Cowboy style with a peaceful smile You are from the temple won't you stay a while
"Some Kind Of Bliss"
Shut my eyes Feel the colour of you So get to this elation So high so fast
Shut my eyes Feel the colour of you Succumb to this illusion So strong so deep
Cos everyday is all there is In my some kind of bliss Cos everyday is all there is In my some kind of bliss
Study my reflection and let the colours fall Slip into stillness And be above it all
Good to be here Time to be alone I've found a space where I belong Not succumb to fear
Cos everyday is all there is In my some kind of bliss Cos everyday is all there is In my some kind of bliss
"Did It Again"
Clever girl Think you are but you think too much Shut down turn around Don't look that way any more
Clever girl Think you know but you don't know much Try to make a move Go to a different door
You know it's all in your head You better put that business to bed By your fair hands of design you met with The monster in your mind
You did it again You did it again Won't you listen to me when I'm telling you it's no good for you
Clever girl Think you're right but what's right from wrong? Little Miss Genius You make it hard on yourself
Clever girl You've got it all but you're all messed up Time now turn around Move onto something else
You know it's all in your head You'd better put that business to bed What you see nobody sees It only brings you to your knees
Clever girl Think you're right but what's right from wrong? Little Miss Genius You make it hard on yourself
"Breathe"
Don't blame me just because I am bored I'm needy, I need to taste it all Don't doubt me just because I am quiet I'm thinking, thinking about it all
I'm helpless about the way of me I'm thinking, thinking about it all I'm sorting everything inside
I'm looking in the space This time, this void I'm making my way through the muddy minutes The pull is in my muscle The ache is in my bones It's hard to be alone (Breathe, breathe) It won't be long now (breathe, breathe)
See through me when I put up a fight Like you to see the things I hide Go deeper than I won't let you know I'm frightened but I won't let it show
I'm helpless about the way of me I'm thinking, thinking about it all I'm sorting everything inside
I'm looking in the space This time, this void I'm making my way through the muddy minutes The pull is in my muscle The ache is in my bones It's hard to be alone (Breathe, breathe) It won't be long now (breathe, breathe)
"Say Hey"
It's getting late You might be sleeping I couldn't wait I'm caught up with feeling this way Don't want to disturb you But I must just to say hey
I'm missing you I wish you were with me The water's warm It's making me in the mood to play So good to disturb you If you please, I need to say, hey
I'm missing you I wish you were with me
"Drunk"
I'm suffocated with desire I need to save me from myself I ache for great experience There's a riot in my senses
Time and space and hurt and tears are not enough Love and light and faith and words are not enough
I'm not happy drunk til I'm drunken Till you take all of me
You put me to the test and I understand There's more and more and more to know Don't take me halfway I won't be contented that way
Time and space and hurt and tears are not enough Love and light and faith and words are not enough
Time flies like my love for you and Space grows like my envy for you Hurt comes like my pain for you and Tears pour like my lust for you Love lies like my hope for you and Light falls like my armour for you Faith stays like my care for you and Words wait like my crave for you
I'm not happy drunk till I'm drunken Till you take all of me I'm not happy waste till I'm wasted Till you take all of me
"I Don't Need Anyone"
I feel like speed I feel like liquid I give in to you I melt into you I felt like nothing Was said and done I fall into you I fall into you
I don't need anyone Except for someone that I don't know I don't need anyone Except for someone I've not found
Your signature Is on my hip A kiss from you Still on my lips I am entire I am finally one But the moments Is long gone
I don't need anyone Except for someone that I don't know I don't need anyone Except for someone I've not found
"Jump"
If I'm scared let me lose it If I'm hungry let me have it If I'm cold let my skin rise If I'm wrong let me learn it If I'm grubby let the dirt stay If I'm tired let me shut my eyes
I have dread and fear and light and laughter I know there is an ever after I'm eager and ready It only hurts sometimes I run to the future and jump
If I'm hurt let me feel it If I'm sad let the tears run If I'm stupid let me be that way And if I'm bored let me show it And if I'm bad let me be it If I'm sure let me have my say
I have dread and fear and light and laughter I know there is an ever after I'm eager and ready It only hurts sometimes I run to the future and jump
"Limbo"
I see them all smiling Those all around me They tend to my wounds and alert my senses And it would be nice But I'm not here I'm dreaming holding on
Time has no meaning All of it wasted It smothers me til there's no more air When will it be That I can breathe again I'm waiting in the void
(Limbo) Lost in limbo (Limbo) Limbo limbo (Limbo) Lost in limbo (Limbo)
This notion of needing Has held me to ransom And all I can do is avoid my mind Don't make me speak Or hear or look Because I'm hurting help me out
(Limbo) Lost in limbo (Limbo) Limbo limbo (Limbo) Lost in limbo (Limbo)
I'm in limbo I'm killing time I'm killing time
Caught in the crossfire Nobody gets it I'm finding it hard to contain myself Take all my trust And faith and hope Until I need it once again
"Through The Years"
This fever I have is because of you My body is blazing The flames alight and lick at my ear So that I can only hear Muddled words of you Through the years
Too many a trusted word was said My body was porous I savoured every drop of you Took me it all as true Now I wonder my way Through the years Through the years
Ooh you blinded me with all your light I wish I could see now Promises and lies ignite the fire And I wonder why I believed in you Through the years Through the years
Through the years of joy and laughter Of tears and sadness Of hopes and heart Through the years of love and loving Of hurt and healing Falling apart I believed in you
And I wonder wonder why I'm no longer fooled by your disguise I'm sorry that you are I pity all the pretensions of you And now I start anew I wish my way Through the years
"Dreams"
To have any man but to love only one To wake with the moon and sleep with the sun To be a sinner a saint, a lover and friend To know a beginning but never an end
To fly in the ocean, swim in the skys Believer in truth, defendant of lies To be of purest love, the deepest pain To be lost and found again and again and again
These are the dreams Of an impossible princess
To know the power of wealth and poverty To taste every moment and try everything To be hailed as a hero, branded a fool Believe in the sacred and break every rule
To give into pleasure with no boundaries Living in chaos and harmony To feel the touch of a man, a woman's caress To know the limits of torture and tenderness
These are the dreams Of an impossible princess
Man and woman boy and girl They want to escape this world
(Nothing's what it seems) These are the dreams of an impossible princess
It's a way of dealing with all the feeling Keep believing in dreams
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